The day grows near....

It has been forever since I've written.  Really, it is just because there is nothing new to put into a blog focused around fertility treatments.  Life has went on as usual - work, work, work, day off with husband, work, work, work, class, work, work, work.......

Four days from now, though, we meet with our doctor.  We have chosen a new doctor at a different practice.  No offense to the previous doctor.  He was nice and all but the office was more of a baby making factory than a patient-focused clinic, we felt.  A friend of mine recommened this new doctor after she had a great appointment with him.  We are both excited to meet him and believe we will not only get help in making a baby but will also get some answers as to why we are having trouble to begin with.

I've been thinking a lot lately about what it will be like if we do get pregnant.  What all is going to change once we have a baby?  Part of me starts to freak out and worry that I can't do this.  And the other part of me feels like I will not be complete if I do not have a child.  Part of me wants to wait another 10 years before deciding it's time and the other part of me thinks I'm too late already.

Regardless of all that, on Monday we go over all our test results and decide on a plan.  Today I have a short work day.  Thursday through Saturday are long work days.  Sunday I will do a bit of work and relax with S.  Then comes Monday. 

The time grows near.  The clouds part and the sun shines through.  Or will it be, the clouds converge over the city and rain pours down?

Oh, dramatic G!  The day you've been waiting for!