It's like a small rodent is gnawing my ass

Ganirelix is evil.  It feels like a gerbil gently gnawing my flesh at the injection site.  I confirmed with a friend who also had to take Ganirelix that this is common.  Well, that you have pain at the injection site.  She didn't necessarily agree that it felt like a rodent chewing your ass.

My friend also said that the gonal-f injection made her super sleepy.  She was on a much higher dose than I am and said she got sleepy immediately.  I've been having a hard time getting out of bed in the morning and thought that might be it. 

I haven't been feeling totally positive about our upcoming IUI.  I think that is partly because it seems impossible that we will finally become pregnant, partly because I don't want to get myself worked up, only to be let down.  But.....I think I need to get pumped up about it!  We will get pregnant and have a baby 9 months from the begining of April! 

Oh, positive thinking!